what if just maybe this i won’t just be remembered for my fuck ups? what if this is the start of something great?
How do you tell someone you love them if you aren’t sure they feel the same way?
Gasp people actually are interested about me, excitement. I’m really not all that rad tho. Shout out to you for being cool
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Cries because this is the hardest question ever but hmm either the wonder years, man overboard, or brand new
23) How do you vent your anger?
I think I usually hold it in, when i’m in public i’ll get all quiet and remove myself from whoevers around me. other times if i’m alone and i get really mad i’ll punch a wall or something and curse a bunch
26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
i think it’s debatable, some days i am, other times i can’t stand who i am
38) What’s the weather like right now?
it’s snowing and it looks all pretty outside and it makes me really happy because it feels like christmas and aifrejhgklh
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a. i don’t think i’d tell everyone maybe a few people that i’m really close with
b. i would like to think that i would live it up you know do stuff i’ve always been scared to do, tell her how i feel, ect.
c. yeah i would i mean no matter what i feel like i’m always gonna be afraid to die
74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
i’m lame and have a happy playlist but any of these…
1985 - Bowling for Soup
Stacy’s Mom - Fountains of Wayne
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
If Youre Wondering If I Want You To I Want You To - Weezer
Semi Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind
In Too Deep - Sum 41
Memory - Sugercult
Do You Feel The Love - Shwayze & Cisco
On Top of the World - Imagine Dragons
Ignition (Remix) - R Kelly
Absolutely (Story of a Girl) - Nine Days
Float On - Modest Mouse
Celebrity Status - Marianas Trench
Love Your Friends, Die Laughing - Man Overboard
Hey Juliet - LMNT
Work Out - J. Cole
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World Jimmy Eat World
Juliette - Hollerado
Brokenhearted - Karmin
You Make My Dreams Come True - Hall & Oates
Nuclear Family - Green Day
Wondering - Good Charlotte
Chin Up Kid - Forever the Sickest Kids
Dammit - Blink-182
One Week - Barenaked Ladies
Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don’t) - All Time Low
Island In Sun - Weezer
89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
i’m not sure for that one
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
the other weekend when i cursed my cousins out
You were something different. You weren’t like the ocean and it’s waves but more of the leaves and it’s trees. Separating from home when it came time and slowly drifting in the wind, wondering freely. Everybody else spends their entire life running in circles, but not you. You always made sure not to let yourself get caught up in the moment. And I found that beautiful. Just like the way I found you beautiful. But eventually the trees lose all their leaves, and they are just left there naked, to have their bareness be admired.
But I guess what people don’t get is that I can’t pursue any relationships out of protection for the other person. the biggest thing stopping me is the biggest reason why people don’t pursue them with me. and maybe i cant grasp that i’m never gonna be that guy and it’s not like i can ever be that guy because of past experiences. i’m tired of having these expectations that i cant meet. and i’m sick of feeling like my baggage may be too much for someone to handle because i’m trying to protect them. i hate it